today is blah

Today is very blah. There really is no better way to describe it. Just plain blah.  

+ I woke up from a horrible nightmare and haven't felt comfortable the rest of the day. It was one of those where my worst case scenarios came true and it was so realistic that when I woke up I had a 5 second panic attack because I though my nightmare was reality.

+ I was on a high all day yesterday from shooting our amazing golf tournament and couldn't wait to edit the photos, only to try to upload them and have my computer complete break. We're talking white screen, black mouse, completely frozen-wont-restart-no-matter-how-many-times-I-press-the-restart-button broken.

+ My to-do list gets longer and longer and longer but no matter how hard I try to just complete one thing I can't seem to stay focused and motivated. So the list gets longer. 

+ I'm hating Tacoma, Washington, and the Army Corps for taking my boy away from me this week. Yeah, he's getting trained to save the world in case of a natural disaster, but I'm having my own personal disaster over here and need him to come save me. Waaaa

It's not even that these things are the worst things to happen- I've had worse problems and haven't even been phased by them. I think it's just that sometimes you need a day to feel sad and down in the dumps. A day to have a pitty party for yourself and be blue and feel like a bum. And it's days like this that you realize the small things that make you happy. Like pizza party lunch days with amazing friends. And having a comfy bed and a good book to escape away with later. And that goodnight phone call from loved ones to put good thoughts in your head before bed. So here's to you, end of the day cocktail and soft pillow, I will be seeing you shortly.